Mood Swings-PMS or Withdraws?

Yesterday I was caught up redoing my synopsizes, got up mid-day,  went to check the Post (P.O. Box) still chasing checks. After it was to the local Starbucks for 'first cup of the day' with cheesy bagel/cream cheese; took it to go. Got back to my place and got to work on rewriting synopsizes. Took me most of the afternoon and early evening until I stop for some eats. Chinese food; BBQ chicken (nothing like American BBQ smoothed in sauce) Orange chicken, must have been in chicken mood, BBQ pork with noodles. Plus few egg rolls. Why is it that I can't get away from egg rolls? Felt very stuff until around 1AM, then got hungry, Instead of going to get some junk food I made some coffee and then went to sleep. I woke up not so hungry anymore.

Today I went to Post to check mailbox, still chasing checks, then to bank and finally to local Starbucks. Where I was having my 'cup of java' and this time banana bread; little change up, plus they where out of cheesy bagels and no banana at hand, I sat at the counter to drink my cup of java and eat my banana bread while watching the crowd and baristas, for some reason I don't know why the feeling of bitterness, anger and a bit of rage came crashing down on me. I can't even explain it. It's a feelings that I don't care to have at all. I mean I would have probably gone off on someone just smiling or simple 'hi'.  Its like I want to tell anyone and everyone to fuck off. The only thing I could do was get the hell out of there. If I didn't know better I was PMS-ing. Is this a side effect of me getting down to my porn weight? Mood swings? Good thing I don't have a dog or I might be listening to him--wonder what he might be telling me to do? Sniff strangers crotches? I need mass quantities of tequila! For tonight its going to be red all meat burrito. Now for the pin up of hot Betty Page, I know I'll get some hate from facebook about her bare breast-boobs-tits-mounds-melons or what ever word you want to use. But the way I'm feeling right now--fucking get over it! Its only pin up-art! Wouldn't you rather have this pic than someone getting their head chopped off?